nytbarbie

so the dayqing began. im not apart of it for i have my tickets, but it does mean a lot of things like dinner plans are now not going to work. So i ar rive londonage tomoro and me and my friend are pineapling all day then seeing drousy in the eve. And then, i may pay a visit to the steps of apolo vic and see billy that day. do billy do day tickets?

so as you can see, i figured out how to make the page look prettier. what i do not apreciate is LJ constantly reminding me tht i ...to quote it...'only have 3 friends'. i feel like it is mocking me, laughing at me in its technical world. i have more friends...i just cant find them.

On another note, i just had to bacon buns and they were so terrible i was sick. mother then decides she is calling the doctor because im anorexic. 1 thats bulemia and 2..when im size 0 il let you no...however i can not yet feel my bones and i won be for a good long time , but what do you say? no mother it was just your cooking.

On a third note, i have my final italia conti show this afternoon! horay! except one of my friends has taken a turn of silence with me the last 2 days, and i dont no why. well i do. She got into performers the other day, and so i made my decision to go to america, which sounds bizarre, but it made me realise i am nothing like her, and i dont want to be a dancer. im an actress, what ever musical theatre stuff that i would want to do would not be chorus ensemble dancing...which is what performers produce. It wasnt personal....but shes taken it the very wrong way :(

if she has live journal and i dont no about it------i love you cez. xxx

LIVE JOURNAL!!!!! why the hell is it so complicated? or is it me with my crap mind. i dont get along with computers we are like salt and pepper, ones clever ones not so much....im clearly the inteligent one.

So here i am LJ having been told to 'get one, thjat is all'....i have 'had one' for months i just dont really understand you dear live journal.

tho the word journal...means to capture events i guess.

next week....LONDON baby!!!!!!!!! VODKA jelly with the beautiful franc kaliegh jenny and anyone else partying that i am unaware of....

bRING ON the sick vibes for monday .....the orchestr seats on friday and the beginning of a new era on saturday